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Day 378: Waking Up To Revenge

The moments just before you wake up tend to show the nature of myself more. For example, at the cry of my mom’s voice – I react and what? Sleep in some more as a form of revenge against my … Continue reading

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Day 367: Accountability

Just as I wrote yesterday’s blog, I faced a night without sleep. And that’s why I will continue to support the application of breathing and relaxation-in-order. Think of it as one of those moments where you finally have the time … Continue reading

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Day 279: Resistance to Change

Visit the original post for context “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to try and fix the chains of my preprogramming by looking for quick fixes that would mean I do not have to go all … Continue reading

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Day 104: Studying Is Hard

Changing the study habits once and for all, by/through walking through one excuse at a time I began to define studying according to capitulating when I started being more enticed by entertainment than studying, but then my mother did not … Continue reading

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Day 93: Shit I Did Something Wrong?

This goes hand in hand with self doubt character. As a child, I was constantly underestimated and played down in terms of being able to do what they (adults) could do. So although I was already eager and ready to … Continue reading

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Day Six: I Will Work Without Fear and With Common Sense Instead

Today was the day that I set for myself to apply for a part time job.  But what happened is that I was applying for a part time job through my thoughts alone, and as time passed and the opportunities … Continue reading

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