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Day 234: Investigating Test Taking Mentality

From doing what interested me and I clearly saw within myself the usefulness of the topic I was studying, grade school presented a different set of rules.  Uniform, which was a small detail.  A fixed curriculum, with a fixed pace … Continue reading

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Day 231: Test Taking Fears

I commit myself to when/as I see myself interpreting tests as master over my life, a slave to tests, to stop and breathe.  I realise that tests are not the sum total of all the moments of my life, the … Continue reading

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Day 223: Role Of Dissatisfaction In Activism

I commit myself to when/as I see myself unsatisfied with myself and/or my world as how I see events/people/circumstances and react in dissatisfaction, to stop and breathe. I realise that the only dissatisfaction that is valid is when I have … Continue reading

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Day 215: Varying Routine Too Much

I commit myself to when/as I see myself wanting to do a different set of tasks because I feel like it, to stop and breathe. I realise that doing a different set of tasks each time – at the cost … Continue reading

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Day 213: Can The Work Be Done With Already?

I commit myself to when/as I see myself justifying resisting doing a task immediately out of the excuse that I have no way to know the consequences until the damage has been done after doing it, to stop and breathe. … Continue reading

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Day 212: I Fear Being Controlled Through Routine

I commit myself to when/as I see myself resisting and avoiding me doing the same routine out of the belief that others control me when I do the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that others do not … Continue reading

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Day 211: Routine As Acceptance of Slavery

I commit myself to when/as I see myself imagining doing the same routine as ‘being a wuss’ and ‘accepting the rules of the world’ and ‘being a slave’, to stop and breathe. I realise that imagination does not lead to … Continue reading

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Day 207: Pushing Away Routine, Pushing Away Commitment

I commit myself to the simple action of realising through common sense, what is the effect of doing X in this moment, is it accumulating to what is best for ALL or best for me, if only best for me … Continue reading

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Day 205: Doing Important Tasks

I commit myself to when/as I see myself fearing doing the same routine, to stop and breathe. I realise that the same routine means doing the same tasks, proving to myself that I understand the role and support I give … Continue reading

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Day 204: Memory

I commit myself to when/as I see routine as someone trying to control me, to stop and breathe.  I realise that a memory of believing I am being controlled triggered and to avoid the unpleasant experience generates friction until I … Continue reading

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