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Day 277: What Nobody Tells You About Education

Regarding my experience with education, it has become a silent arms race against each other where learning techniques are kept secret (unless one look in the right places with the right amount of money), and where common sense does not … Continue reading

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Day 223: Role Of Dissatisfaction In Activism

I commit myself to when/as I see myself unsatisfied with myself and/or my world as how I see events/people/circumstances and react in dissatisfaction, to stop and breathe. I realise that the only dissatisfaction that is valid is when I have … Continue reading

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Day 191: School And Coercion

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the delusion that I was changing because my routine was being manhandled by school from the perspective that to do well on a test, I would have to actually do work, … Continue reading

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Day 160: Authority Clash

Part of a series of posts I am doing to dismantle myself: Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself Day 155: Pressure to Succeed Day 156: Frustration To Overwhelmingness Day 157: Only I Have To Live With My Decisions Day … Continue reading

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Day 155: Pressure to Succeed

From Day 154: Overwhelm Yourself to Control Yourself “My mother continuously pushed, but one point nagged at me: doing one thing zealously was how cults were formed and how people deceive themselves. If I am to put all of myself into … Continue reading

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Day 135: You’re Responsible For A Stable Life

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap Day … Continue reading

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Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure

Opening a point of promotion as preparation to succeed, seeking for more: Promotion never was in my thoughts until 10 years old. I had a person that I looked up to and wanted to be like, I wanted to achieve … Continue reading

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Day 108: Dropping Out Is Not The End Of The World

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself according to the idea/concept of a university dropout. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to judge myself as a university dropout negatively. I forgive myself for accepting … Continue reading

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Day 103: How to Stop Being Lazy?

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to believe that I cannot participate in a task daily for a lifetime. I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to compromise myself and my entire life just because I do … Continue reading

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Day 80: What is a “Right Place” To Be In?

This is a continuation from Day 79: “Am I In The Right Place?” Character I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that ‘being in the right place’ is only true when I have a positive feeling that I … Continue reading

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