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Day 336: The Secret of Breath

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-31-secret-of-breath.html “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that the ‘who I am’ is the devil that is in the details.” The who I am is the devil – the secret internal conversations – … Continue reading

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Entertainment and Tiredness

I was about to live out another prominent pattern that I repeated for years = ‘entertaining’ myself with anything from TV shows, video games, short videos, sensational articles, and beyond, until I realised what I was doing to myself. I … Continue reading

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Keep Your Right To Belief: Don’t Regret It When The Real Story Makes Itself Known

I once had a conversation with myself about how I would manage my life with beliefs; the results were disastrous for beliefs. I was in the kitchen, cooking some pasta, and I was filling the pan with water.  I placed … Continue reading

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I Didn’t Want Anything To Do With Desteni

Being a ‘normal’ person, that normally discovers his identity through the words and perceptions of others, I was shocked when, on being open about finding Desteni, that my entire world shifted.  The nicest people in my world became totally different … Continue reading

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When Am I Going To Stop?

Yesterday, I said ‘yes’ to thoughts, and fulfilling the delusion that is energy.  Here, today, I am facing the consequences of indulging in such affairs, and facing myself as the ‘honest’ want/need/desire to satisfy my thoughts. At the time, I … Continue reading

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