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Day 247: Back To Basics 2

So starting from unsuccess, I technically had nothing.  What is certain is that from nothing, from functional relationships I created dysfunctional relationships.  I didn’t realise the destruction I had a hand in manifesting until later while I was creating dysfunctional … Continue reading

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Day 134: You’re Either First Or Nothing

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!! Day 133: Avoidance is The Trap “Shortly … Continue reading

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Entertainment and Tiredness

I was about to live out another prominent pattern that I repeated for years = ‘entertaining’ myself with anything from TV shows, video games, short videos, sensational articles, and beyond, until I realised what I was doing to myself. I … Continue reading

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Keep Your Right To Belief: Don’t Regret It When The Real Story Makes Itself Known

I once had a conversation with myself about how I would manage my life with beliefs; the results were disastrous for beliefs. I was in the kitchen, cooking some pasta, and I was filling the pan with water.  I placed … Continue reading

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I Didn’t Want Anything To Do With Desteni

Being a ‘normal’ person, that normally discovers his identity through the words and perceptions of others, I was shocked when, on being open about finding Desteni, that my entire world shifted.  The nicest people in my world became totally different … Continue reading

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Day Seven: Falling In Process When Dreaming, Sleep, Self-Worth, Self-Judgment

Woke up from a dream, that made me feel very convoluted inside, confused and frustrated at the confusion.  Why do I dream?  I dream because I accept and allow image manifestations around me to define who I am.  Who will … Continue reading

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Day Two: Self Worth and Other People, My and Other’s Opinions, Porn, Secret Mind

Since returning back home in Hong Kong, the resident dog, Snowy, was more friendly than usual to me, as if I had changed for the better.  As she was more friendly with me, I caught myself looking at her for … Continue reading

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Day One: Boredom, Time-Looping in the Past, Self-Worth and School Achievements, Sleep

(MCS = mind consciousness system) feeling slightly bored, moments of remembering boredom of school, knowing I will go to school very soon, still looking at others for confirmation of my progress in process. I forgive myself for allowing and accepting … Continue reading

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