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Day 395: Decrypting My Social Anxiety

Once you have something, and that something is significant to you, you’ll be afraid to lose it. Now I’m moving up in the social ladder of society, that means my starting point for wearing clothing had changed from pure comfort … Continue reading

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Day 390: Exorcise the Fear Within

I’m paranoid. <person> said something cryptic, something along the lines of “When I’m direct, he’s unhappy, when I’m cryptic, he doesn’t get the message”. I don’t know if it’s a he or she. Which leads me to the previous post … Continue reading

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Day 375: Shopping Alone

Have you ever gone shopping alone? As a consumer, it is probably the most negative experience one can inflict on yourself. Your heart dropped down in a pit, with a pit in your stomach as you walk aimlessly from one … Continue reading

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Day 308: The Trap of Dementia, Part 1

http://creationsjourneytolife.blogspot.com/2012/05/day-17-trap-of-dementia-part-1.html For context watch the Adam Curtis Documentary The Trap: https://archive.org/details/adamcurtistrap1 “I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to refuse to see that the acceptance of human nature to be fundamentally irrational to the extent that no … Continue reading

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Day 112: Delving Into Acceptance Issues

(Posts are varying in length. ┬áThis point must be corrected.) I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define myself as “less than a human being/others” out of the excuse of a past moment when I read the … Continue reading

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