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Day 114: Intelligent Is The Price Of Admission

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to copy and paste behaviours that I have perceived to indicate intelligence, to make myself look intelligent to try and please my mother. When/as I see myself acting out behaviours that … Continue reading

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Day 106: Being Accepted

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to take my mother yelling at me personally and conclude that I am what is making her so angry. When/as I see another person being angry and yelling at me, I stop … Continue reading

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Day 49: I Must Be Special For Others To Support Me

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that I must be special to be a worthy individual participating with other individuals in this world. I commit myself to show that by virtue of every living being’s birth, we … Continue reading

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Day 46: Coolness

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to imply myself to be apparently special when I think about what others might be thinking about me. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attach a positive charge to … Continue reading

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Day 16: The Eternally Futile Search For One’s Place in the World

One moment keeps on recurring as a thought: when I changed schools, I started to try and find my identity.  So I went through the generic list of socialite, geek, jock, artsy, and so on, but one moment sticks out … Continue reading

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Day 14: Continued, Forgiving a Dysfunctional Relationship

Read the first part here. SF: Dysfunctional Relationship I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define myself according to a polarity of despising how others ‘connect’ with each other, implying that I fully love/obsess/care about what I am … Continue reading

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Day 13: Forgiving a Dysfunctional Relationship

Due to time constraints, part 1 of a journey in investigating the relationship I have developed with interacting with other people. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that human-to-human interactions currently are useless. I forgive myself for … Continue reading

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