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Day 219: Tensing Up The Body

Getting tense in my body again.  And the first thoughts I have are how the people around me – everything and everyone else – are making me tense.  This is survival paranoia, lately I have been using the arm bar … Continue reading

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Day 213: Can The Work Be Done With Already?

I commit myself to when/as I see myself justifying resisting doing a task immediately out of the excuse that I have no way to know the consequences until the damage has been done after doing it, to stop and breathe. … Continue reading

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Day 102: Lazy

Digging deeper into laziness/procrastination as a burden. On the surface, laziness is always going to seem like an opportunity to free oneself because in not doing what needs to be done, the illusion is activated that there is ‘therefore’ a … Continue reading

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Day 38: No Pressure

Currently rushing out of fear.  I feel like I am pushing myself and pressuring myself to do more than what I can actually do again in a single moment. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to pressure myself … Continue reading

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Day 19: Competing for the Prize

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to feel powerless and inferior to/towards the dysfunctional relationships I have deliberately designed over time. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to attempt to hide and suppress my responsibility for … Continue reading

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Am I Sacrificing Speed When I Am Detail-Oriented?

In today’s day and age, time has become one of the world’s most prized treasures in the consideration of the idea of competition, advancement in technology, self improvement, among many other things. So generally most of us tend to look … Continue reading

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