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Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure

Opening a point of promotion as preparation to succeed, seeking for more: Promotion never was in my thoughts until 10 years old. I had a person that I looked up to and wanted to be like, I wanted to achieve … Continue reading

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Day 105: Studying is Not So Difficult

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define studying according to a memory where I reacted in anger to my mother for not being able to explain why I was studying continuously. When/as I see myself participating in … Continue reading

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Day 104: Studying Is Hard

Changing the study habits once and for all, by/through walking through one excuse at a time I began to define studying according to capitulating when I started being more enticed by entertainment than studying, but then my mother did not … Continue reading

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Day 84: Learning Obsession

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the imagination that I have done countless things ‘right’, but something ‘wrong’, that invalidates everything I have done and everything I have earned because of doing the ‘right’ things, to become a reason … Continue reading

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Day 31: Study Habits

After studying for enough time, I stopped focusing and started being possessed by backchat. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to lose focus and be possessed by a neverending train of thoughts/emotions/feelings as backchat when I have studied … Continue reading

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Waiting Wishing Hoping

I’m reaching the last exam, and while a load has been lifted from my shoulders (an energetic load), I find myself ‘regressing’ back into this state of apathy, waiting wishing hoping for others to sort out my shit. An example … Continue reading

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