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Day 231: Test Taking Fears

I commit myself to when/as I see myself interpreting tests as master over my life, a slave to tests, to stop and breathe.  I realise that tests are not the sum total of all the moments of my life, the … Continue reading

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Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Feedback with self commitment statement in the previous post: I stopped attaching fear to studying, now I am facing … Continue reading

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Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much…

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Self Commitment Statement When/as I see myself applying myself in my studies and fear comes up, I stop and breathe. I realise that even if I study … Continue reading

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Day 110: Working Hard

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to expect myself to miraculously achieve every standard with doing less and less work. When/as I see myself judging myself for how much work I am doing to manifest one point … Continue reading

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Day 100: Why The Thirst For Knowledge???

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define learning according to a secret plot to win my mother’s approval. When/as I see myself learning with the ‘hidden’ want to seek approval from an outside source such as my … Continue reading

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Day 97: The Secret, Learning Desires

Where am I defining me/a part of me within and as something or someone outside of myself? – Defining learning according to some God given ability, ‘god given’ = worth, value, confidence, trust I Forgive myself that I’ve accepted and … Continue reading

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Day 83: Fear of Failure Within Learning, Facing Excuses

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear failure because of a memory where I had done something, and then convinced myself that I had done something absolutely wrong and therefore absolutely unforgivable, even by myself. When and … Continue reading

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Day 82: Fear of Failure Within Learning

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to fear failure. When and as I see myself fearing failing, I stop and breathe.  I realise that the cost of participating in fear is distracting myself from what is here and … Continue reading

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