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Day 374: A Job Is The Modern Panacea

Jobs. Many people around me relate to a job according to a sense of achievement and the only precursor to any tangible form of progress. To me, this flies in the face of decades of programming – I mean child … Continue reading

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Day 298: BrainWashing and Mind Control

“I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize the obvious fact that every person born on earth is in fact brain washed and mind controlled through what they are taught through family, education and all … Continue reading

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Day 277: What Nobody Tells You About Education

Regarding my experience with education, it has become a silent arms race against each other where learning techniques are kept secret (unless one look in the right places with the right amount of money), and where common sense does not … Continue reading

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Day 260: The Rise of the Machine and LIG, Part 2

This post is a continuation from the previous post: Day 259: LIG And the Rise of the Machine, Visited “Those are the points which should be the outflow of the rise of the machine: a reduction in competition thus a reduction in … Continue reading

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Day 238: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 4

Tests were also primarily the ‘lynchpin’ where I interpreted ‘the world’ to be ‘imposing’ rules on me at a swift pace.  I was being educated on how to be a predator that must apparently compete to survive as a emotional … Continue reading

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Day 234: Investigating Test Taking Mentality

From doing what interested me and I clearly saw within myself the usefulness of the topic I was studying, grade school presented a different set of rules.  Uniform, which was a small detail.  A fixed curriculum, with a fixed pace … Continue reading

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Day 223: Role Of Dissatisfaction In Activism

I commit myself to when/as I see myself unsatisfied with myself and/or my world as how I see events/people/circumstances and react in dissatisfaction, to stop and breathe. I realise that the only dissatisfaction that is valid is when I have … Continue reading

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Day 170: Game of Life, Game of Intelligence

I commit myself to when/as I see myself obsessing over intelligence/being intelligent, to stop and breathe. I realise that when I want/need/desire to be intelligent this is an indication where I am participating in self interest, so when I had … Continue reading

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Day 96: What is the Desire To Learn?

Learning, from the very beginning, was just something that was placed in front of me so I did it – and I enjoyed doing it. The point where learning became more complex was in grade school, when suddenly many things … Continue reading

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Day 18: Perfectionist Behaviour

I feel frightened that I am not holding up the perfect self application that I have seen myself live before.  But if that is not already here absolutely stable and consistent, it was never real. Before – that means the … Continue reading

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