Tag Archives: useless

Day 723: No Two Lives Are Ever The Same

Today YouTube recommended a video by Steph Choi about her confessing to one of her past crushes. I thought she was playing social mind games with him, so I looked deeper into her past videos. I saw her testimonial of … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Day 176: Might As Well Not Try

I commit myself to when/as I see myself believing that my participation, anything I do, is useless, to stop and breathe. I realise that every moment I victimize myself to not participate, every day I participate in the same habits/patterns … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Day 107: Desire To Be Accepted

Continued from Day 106: Being Accepted I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of being/becoming nothing when my mother as my primary relationship at the time had a possibility of failing. When/as I see myself … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Day 104: Studying Is Hard

Changing the study habits once and for all, by/through walking through one excuse at a time I began to define studying according to capitulating when I started being more enticed by entertainment than studying, but then my mother did not … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Day 101: Laziness as A Burden With Consequences

I’m beginning to see how I have created my own moment of not passing exams, and the general pattern of hiding within entertainment. In one moment, I decided to watch one movie. By the end I realised that I was … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , | Leave a comment

Day 99: Haggard Yet?

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that after doing the same thing for long enough, I must feel exasperated and haggard. I realise that although I may do the same thing over a substantial period of time, … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment

Day 26: I Can’t Stand People Looking At My Mistakes

Don’t you hate it when everyone knows your mistakes and speaks about it like some secret behind your back? The worst part/experience though, is when you want to know, but others won’t tell you.  And you won’t even tell yourself … Continue reading

Posted in 7 Year Journey To Life, Uncategorized | Tagged , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , | 1 Comment