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Day 247: Back To Basics 2

So starting from unsuccess, I technically had nothing.  What is certain is that from nothing, from functional relationships I created dysfunctional relationships.  I didn’t realise the destruction I had a hand in manifesting until later while I was creating dysfunctional … Continue reading

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Day 244: Derive Labour From Your Existence

Continuing specifying the labour point.  Before quantifying any skill that I have or lack, I must answer for myself, “How hard am I willing to work for myself?” The decision to work.  Not just the initial ‘yes’ decision, but the … Continue reading

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Day 236: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 3

Tests were the first point also where I was beginning to be censored, from the perspective that I could not ask certain questions, and in the context of tests, not a single question is allowed to be asked, or spoken … Continue reading

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Day 168: Intelligence And Survival

Expanding on the memory that was triggered in relation to the word ‘intelligence’. In the memory I was in the basement of a school, during a break. Then after something my mom said to me yesterday, I began to think … Continue reading

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Day 144: Abandonment is a Sin That Leads to Ineffective Relationships

This post is continued from: Day 136: Abandonment/Aloneness Character, Introduction Day 137: Abandonment Character, Problem Day 138: What’s Wrong With Reacting? Day 139: Normal as Group Psychology Day 140: Solutions To Birth Supportive Norms Day 141: What Does A List … Continue reading

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Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much…

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Self Commitment Statement When/as I see myself applying myself in my studies and fear comes up, I stop and breathe. I realise that even if I study … Continue reading

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Day 107: Desire To Be Accepted

Continued from Day 106: Being Accepted I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to react in fear of being/becoming nothing when my mother as my primary relationship at the time had a possibility of failing. When/as I see myself … Continue reading

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Day 102: Lazy

Digging deeper into laziness/procrastination as a burden. On the surface, laziness is always going to seem like an opportunity to free oneself because in not doing what needs to be done, the illusion is activated that there is ‘therefore’ a … Continue reading

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