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Day 233: Fixating Attention On Tests

What was immediately clear when I arrived in grade school was that I was being placed into a routine.  What alarmed me was as time progressed, the demands were greater in that they required more time to be actually done.  … Continue reading

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Day 226: When Self Conscious, Breathe

Today I went out for tea and to get there, I took the train.  Usually at this time I would shut off as a defence mechanism to ‘avoid’ aggravating people, but I decided to breathe.  What I found out was … Continue reading

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Day 132: Shit There’s Inequality!!!!

Day 128: Promotion as Fear of Failure Day 129: You Don’t Work Hard Day 130: I Can Only Do So Much… Day 131: Respecting Opinions For No Reason “I continued to justify my decision with a past memory of fearing … Continue reading

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Day 113: Disappointed At Myself Means Disappointed At My World

This is a continuation from: Day 106: Being Accepted Day 107: Desire To Be Accepted Day 109: Acceptance As Precursor To Manipulation Day 110: Working Hard Day 111: But The World Isn’t Accepting Me! Day 112: Delving Into Acceptance Issues … Continue reading

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Day 95: Doing Wrong, Continued

I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that I am forced by the World System, as the tacit agreement of the majority, to adhere to absolutely specific habits/patterns of participation. I Realise that while, from a certain perspective, … Continue reading

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Day 94: Doing Wrong

Thought Dimension “What if I just become less than who I was previously  for doing X because what if people curse at me for doing what I did?” I Forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to rely on my … Continue reading

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Day 93: Shit I Did Something Wrong?

This goes hand in hand with self doubt character. As a child, I was constantly underestimated and played down in terms of being able to do what they (adults) could do. So although I was already eager and ready to … Continue reading

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Day 72: Is Winning An Argument Important?

The self righteous voice that imbues us with a feeling of fulfillment when winning a verbal fight.  What about the experiences we impose onto everyone involved when we blindly chase after such petty moments of seeming victory? This post is … Continue reading

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Day 64: Innocent Character

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief that when someone shouts or verbally attacks me, it is automatically because I did something wrong. I commit myself to stop assuming that I have always done wrong, so that I … Continue reading

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Day 33: Right & Wrong

I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to commit myself to doing good deeds, within/as comparing myself as my deeds to the bad deeds I have categorized in my imagination. I forgive myself for accepting and allowing the belief … Continue reading

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