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Day 1541: Distribute Dread Equally and What do we Have?

I don’t know what I am doing, not going to education, employment, or training. But I have a very extreme interest in Life itself, and what is physical and what is mind. It continues to boggle me: how much of … Continue reading

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Day 1534: Preoccupied with Space and Time Imbued with Self Importance

Some things, events, circumstances, processes, must occupy a predetermined space and time and be allowed to run their natural course. In this, like for example sitting on a train, how often I see myself swing from positive to negative. It’s … Continue reading

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Day 1527: Rushing is the Pretentious Game of Life

There’s no rush. It’s okay if you give up or give in or fuck up or make mistakes or commit to failure. You’re just exchanging your life for something else that is not life. I don’t know about you, but … Continue reading

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Day 1445: Time Waits for Nobody

Today’s theme: Relationship to Time. Descending into reality. Time-machine time, or physical consequence/physical bodily functioning time. To the universe, time is a sequence of changes where it imparts everyone and everything the ability to express. What is the difference between … Continue reading

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Day 1380: Hate Part 2

(Introduction and context in the previous post) How did I want this relationship to change me for me? What do I expect from this relationship? I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility to … Continue reading

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Day 1235: Strike a Balance

There is a balance between Self, skills I need to acquire, responsibility, emotions (allowing others to take parts and pieces of you), stress, my part and choices on deciding my part in a business, my mind. It’s a fascinating relationship. … Continue reading

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Day 1218: Calm and Distress

Most of the problems I see as problems are personal. The problematic patterns that I participate in often build distress and in each of them, I viscerally feel: The positive feeling is the accumulation of negative emotion. And see-sawing between … Continue reading

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Day 1193: Self-Important Character

“I have more important things to do” character In the back of my mind, I had something I wanted to do more than what I was doing at the time. Today, I was shopping groceries with my mom, when she … Continue reading

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Day 1037: Rushing Habit

Rushing. I probably strayed from the path of slow deliberation in grade school. The critical moment was when I overheard my mom, scared, discussing whether I was a slow kid or not, and whether I required going to a special … Continue reading

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Day 1013: Great Virtue is like the valley in relation to the river and the sea

Woe to the world because of the things that cause people to stumble! Such things must come, but woe to the person through whom they come! – Bible, Matthew 18 Time is always against us because death is certain and … Continue reading

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