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Day 238: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 4
Tests were also primarily the ‘lynchpin’ where I interpreted ‘the world’ to be ‘imposing’ rules on me at a swift pace. I was being educated on how to be a predator that must apparently compete to survive as a emotional … Continue reading
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Day 235: Investigating Test Taking Mentality, Part 2
I was introduced to tests as a form of competing against others, where a world of people would be ranked and half were thrown out, my mind’s reasoning was that the minimum grade was 60% for a pass, so I … Continue reading
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Tagged competition, desteni, equalmoney, exams, grades, important, learning, point average, purpose, so hard, survival, tests, usefulness, what's the point, why
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Day 234: Investigating Test Taking Mentality
From doing what interested me and I clearly saw within myself the usefulness of the topic I was studying, grade school presented a different set of rules. Uniform, which was a small detail. A fixed curriculum, with a fixed pace … Continue reading
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Tagged 9 to 5, achievement, anxiety, can't stop thinking, desteni, equalmoney, exams, obsessed, restless, restlessness, routine, rules, stress, system, testing, tests, work
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Day 230: Investigating Relationship to Tests
Today I spent 2 hours on a self commitment statement I am working on for myself. Not complete so writing about it. About tests, my relationship to test taking. Tests have been a source of mystery in that the guidelines … Continue reading
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Day 114: Intelligent Is The Price Of Admission
I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to copy and paste behaviours that I have perceived to indicate intelligence, to make myself look intelligent to try and please my mother. When/as I see myself acting out behaviours that … Continue reading
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Tagged acceptance, achievement, achieving something, appearance, behaviour, body language, desteni, equalmoney, exam, excellence, gifted, grades, high achiever, intelligence, intelligent, look, marks, sophisticated, special, tests
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Day 105: Studying is Not So Difficult
I forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to define studying according to a memory where I reacted in anger to my mother for not being able to explain why I was studying continuously. When/as I see myself participating in … Continue reading
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